[ He is a lot better at this thing called talking than Mikasa anyway. Blitz may or may not have more reasons for all those thoughts later, no one ever knows how situations go. Though if Mikasa could hear him, she'd just coldly ignore him so maybe it's good that she has no idea what Blitz is thinking.
She's still trying to not look at her. She remembers what she looks like, she remembers her trying to reach out to her to protect her from those people and she's never going to forget that screaming. She just... Tries to keep her walls up by not looking at her mother at all while the flashbacks keep repeating in her head.
And if she was brave like most people, she'd try to reach out to Jean now when he is .... obviously having .... a difficult time dealing with that ghost. Instead she waits patiently in silence. There's no rush. ...Then there's the part where Mikasa should come up with words and she is not good or comforting at all. ]
... You shouldn't have been alone there when you found him . . .
[ Not that they can change it among with many other things. So how is this going to roll? He tells something about Marco's death scene and Mikasa tells something about her parents? Maybe, or then one listens to the other first but that's almost as if she'd be ignoring her being there. ]
It's always awful and worse than any nightmares.
[ Mikasa glances over there, not expecting to see that but well. She looks at him for a moment, then she swallows as she turns to look at Jean again. ]
Especially when it comes out of nowhere.
[ Sigh. She really wishes she was better at this whole talking and comforting thing. She should be considering what their world is like but ...nope. Usually she leaves this to anyone else, this time that's not an option. It's also not an option to dodge the whole thing this time. So. She should probably say something about that day too... ]
We lived a peaceful life in a cabin at the mountains. ...They were... expecting Doctor Jaeger for a visit since he was the only one, who ever came there. ...My father died as soon as he opened the door... It took us a moment to even realize what the fucking hell just happened.
[ Congrats, Jean. No one else besides Eren and Armin has heard of this from Mikasa. So obviously she considers him as a trustworthy friend after all these years. ]
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[ He is a lot better at this thing called talking than Mikasa anyway. Blitz may or may not have more reasons for all those thoughts later, no one ever knows how situations go. Though if Mikasa could hear him, she'd just coldly ignore him so maybe it's good that she has no idea what Blitz is thinking.
She's still trying to not look at her. She remembers what she looks like, she remembers her trying to reach out to her to protect her from those people and she's never going to forget that screaming. She just... Tries to keep her walls up by not looking at her mother at all while the flashbacks keep repeating in her head.
And if she was brave like most people, she'd try to reach out to Jean now when he is .... obviously having .... a difficult time dealing with that ghost. Instead she waits patiently in silence. There's no rush. ...Then there's the part where Mikasa should come up with words and she is not good or comforting at all. ]
... You shouldn't have been alone there when you found him . . .
[ Not that they can change it among with many other things. So how is this going to roll? He tells something about Marco's death scene and Mikasa tells something about her parents? Maybe, or then one listens to the other first but that's almost as if she'd be ignoring her being there. ]
It's always awful and worse than any nightmares.
[ Mikasa glances over there, not expecting to see that but well. She looks at him for a moment, then she swallows as she turns to look at Jean again. ]
Especially when it comes out of nowhere.
[ Sigh. She really wishes she was better at this whole talking and comforting thing. She should be considering what their world is like but ...nope. Usually she leaves this to anyone else, this time that's not an option. It's also not an option to dodge the whole thing this time. So. She should probably say something about that day too... ]
We lived a peaceful life in a cabin at the mountains. ...They were... expecting Doctor Jaeger for a visit since he was the only one, who ever came there. ...My father died as soon as he opened the door... It took us a moment to even realize what the fucking hell just happened.
[ Congrats, Jean. No one else besides Eren and Armin has heard of this from Mikasa. So obviously she considers him as a trustworthy friend after all these years. ]